My Private Porn Army (2/2)

Similar, is of course, also true with the other women I shot. Like Waan, who had such a beautiful body. I get super excited watching her pictures; how she undresses, and how I finally feed her with my dick. Even more excited than I get with Kanya. Even though I prefer Waan’s body, the fact that I could fuck Kanya is simply lifting me. It is great to watch yourself fucking a hot chick. Even though I only met those girls for an hour and never met them again, I feel connected with them all the time. I think about them as close friends, who are playing a part in my life. I may not watch them every day, as this would get boring. But I watch them often enough so that they play an important part in my sexual life. Maybe you can call them my virtual girlfriends. I happily included Malle, Waan, and Kanya in my Army of Porn Ladies.

The movies and pictures I made with Dong, Rune, and Sroy, are of a different quality. Yet, I edited them, but the videos don’t excite me that much. They won’t become a part of my army, as even those porn movies I bought from the net have a higher level of sexual energy. Generally speaking, I think that a good self-made porn movie excites me 10 times more than one I bought from the net. But if the self-made movie is not of good quality, this ratio of 1:10 doesn’t work. In this case, I will keep the movie but won’t include it in my army.
Katy’s movie was great, and I am very happy that Katy is joining my army. I can enjoy Katy now, daily. I have a closer relationship with her anyway. I can’t say that I am in love with her, but I adore her beauty and the fact that she is always there for me, and will do whatever I want from her. Maybe the term ‘girlfriend’ is not accurate, and it would be wrong if you consider that she is married to Steve. But Katy is still close to me, and I feel her like a friend, even though I pay her to have sex with me. I don’t think Steve knows that I made a porn movie with his wife. I am not sure if he would even care about it. Normally, he didn’t care at all, what I did with his wife. He is just looking for his share of the money.
Vanta’s porn movie changed the quality of my entire army a bit. I had indeed, problems editing her pictures and movies. It took me a lot of disciples not to jerk off, on her images. Not that I wouldn’t mind jerking, I do this all the time. But her material excites me too much, and it deeply touches me. Even after the movie was edited, I couldn’t watch it and masturbate. I only could consume it, minute by minute, and had to make longer breaks in-between. Her porn is too exciting for me, and I still feel deeply touched that I was the first, who made porn with her. I know that she made nude pictures before. I know that William made some naughty images with her, and I heard from Fred, that a Japanese buyer made nude pictures with her.
When I compare the images I made first with Vanta, which were only nude, I can see that Vanta changed since then. Even though it was just a few weeks between those shootings. When I first met her, she was a freelancer bitch. She fucked for money, but more on a time to time basis. She was eager to earn extra money, but she still had another job. Now, she became a hooker; a prostitute who is looking to fuck for cash, whenever she can. I thought about her transition, while I watched her porn pictures. She needs more – a lot of money, I think to myself. But why, I can’t understand. She was a fun-loving girl; she just had fun to fuck around. That might still be the case, but now, she puts a lot more pressure on herself to earn as much as possible. I am not sure if I should like that development or not. But it made it possible for me to make a porn movie with her. So it is positive for me.

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