My Private Porn Army (1/2)

Once I get too excited, I like to download complete image sets and movies, and watch them. Focusing on only one woman is not so exciting, compared to the short movies or contrast images. It is more relaxing and gives me more time to concentrate on the beauty of one woman. I have time to find out what attracts me most masturbating on this woman. Her sexy legs, her beautiful face, her sexy body, her skinny belly, and in which position she is performing best.

Also, here, I download only the most attractive women and again, I can find hundreds of them. Altogether, I created a small army of women that are there to satisfy my sexual needs, and that keep me sexually excited – an army that keeps me entertained and my penis hard. Sometimes, I go out to have a beer, and fuck one of the prostitutes I find at a bar, or at the beach road. Sometimes, I met with Katy or Vanta, and have real sex. But it is not fully satisfying to me anymore, just to have sex. I want to increase my army of porn girls. It is important to me to make my own porn movies with those girls. First, I still had fun to just fuck those ladies without recording them, but once I saw myself fucking a hot chick, I lost interest in just having sex with them. I had the strong desire to record them, and add them to the army that keeps me excited.

So, I also edited the pictures I made with Malee, and created a slide show style movie. Even though those images are only nude, as I missed to fuck her, I still feel very excited to watch them. Shooting Malee’s stripping, in front of me, and shooting her raw pussy, is still something very personal that connects us. Maybe that may sound too sentimental, but whenever I masturbate on her images, I have to think about her naturally. I never saw her again in person, but I can enjoy her images till the end of my life. She had such a beautiful face and body, and even though I was so nerves shooting the pictures, I can watch them relaxed, as often I want. My eyes glide over her sexy body, while she was lying on the bed, only wearing her bra and underwear. Everything went so fast during the photo shooting, but now, I can watch her for minutes, again and again. I am sure hardly any other man watches her so intensively than I do. She was so cute that night. Even though not all images I made became good, some of the images I made with her are absolutely awesome. I can scan every point of her body, and have enough time to enjoy her beauty. Even if she will be old and not beautiful anymore, I can regard her images and warship her beauty. I will still stimulate myself with her sexy body and juicy pussy images, when nobody else will see her as beauty anymore.

That may sound weird, but it’s not. Many of the porn movies and images I bought on the net have a date on them, when they were taken. Many of them were taken a decade or longer ago – so many of them won’t look today, that attractive anymore. But on their pictures and images, they will never change. I don’t know if those ladies sometimes, think about their movies. I don’t know if they are proudly looking at their own porn, or if they are disgust. I also don’t know how Malee is thinking about me regularly masturbating on her nude images. Maybe she forgot already, that I made them? Maybe it sometimes, pops into her mind that those images exist, and that I may use them to satisfy myself. At least, I kept my word and didn’t upload them onto the internet. Only I, and maybe my friends, will ever watch them. Principally, they are a thing between Malee and Fat Man.

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