Army of Porn Ladies (3/4)

I assume that the headache is created by too much sexual energy that ends up in my brain. This sexual energy is created by me masturbating on all these beautiful ladies, for hours. Somehow, it is collected in the head, and can’t leave my brain. Even though it creates pain, it also lifts my mood, which is good to fight my depression. So, I feel happy with headaches, which is much better than those damned depressions. I can live like that and go for a walk, eat or sleep.

After 2 hours break, my brain is empty again, and I can start watching porn again. This way, I’ve succeeded in having a depression-free life. Hereby, I always have to download more and more porn of more women, to keep my excitement alive. I find out that many factors define my excitement watching porn. Besides changing the type of porn every 30 minutes, and having a break every 2-3 hours, I realize another important factor. Some women make me more excited than other women. This phenomenon does not occur in short movies that only have 20 seconds. In such a short presentation, the woman itself does not matter so much. It seems that every woman has enough sex appeal to get me going for a few seconds. With these very short movies, it is just a matter to have many pussies at a short time – a method that always seems to work.
But already, by the short movies of a minute length, the difference among the women is great. Some excite me more, and some less. Even though all of those ladies suck and fuck, some are less attractive to me. As I anyway have about 1000 of them (and growing), I start to sort many of them out. In this way, only a bit less than 400 short movies remain. The result of my selection is astonishing by watching only those porn movies of women that attract me and lifts me to new levels of excitement. I feel blessed by getting entertained by those beauties. Seeing them riding cocks, getting fucked doggy style, missionary, or whatsoever is extremely cool. I love all their bodies, and how they remove their underwear or open their legs so I can see their pussy. Altogether, I can edit 13 videos of about 30 minutes out of my top 400 ladies.
As mentioned before, short movies are great to watch a large number of girls in a very short time. But after 30 minutes, I need to change the format, as only masturbating on short movies gets boring too. Another format that I developed to keep me thrilled is made out of porn images. After some tries, I figured out that the best way to do it is to show two images each of different women. First, I show one image where the woman is still dressed. Often, the girls look elegant, cute, sexy and maybe, even shy. The girls should look like normal woman that I can also see on the street. After showing such a nice picture for 7 seconds, the second image of the woman is shown. Here, I take the naughtiest porn image I can find of this lady. The contrast between both images creates a shock reflex, that creates a lot of excitement.